Wasdramer

I did this wrong. Looking back, finally seeing what all I have done, back during such a very stressful time in my life, I realize I approached this whole situation wrong. I isolated myself because I was afraid of the pain. I discarded this account because I was afraid of conflict and of trying to sort out so much of what others were going through. I wasn't being an attention whore. I was being an idiot, but not really to get attention. I took on the issues of others as a way to ignore my own problems. I took on mediation between others because I couldn't find solace within my own thoughts. I opened myself up so much that I was in physical pain from caring too much about how others felt and reacted to me, and to other friends. Whether or not how I handled this correctly is, actually, not even the point. It's already done. I left this account because I was reacting in pain and fear, and I let it determine the outcome, instead of rising above it. It was a mistake, and to everyone that I

So, here we are. A lot of time in the future. If you've stuck around this long to watching my account, I must say thank you! I must also say that I am sorry for disappearing for so long. So much happened during all of this time, and I needed the time to think things through. I needed to mature more before anything. I also want to reintroduce myself to you guys. I know a lot of you knew me as the guy that tried everything to make friends happy, but I've since realized that tearing myself up to do so was not the best way to do that. As a result, I feel like a reintroduction is in order, so that you guys can see me for who and what I am, instea